I mean, done, and ready for beta read, which means it's still going to get final edits, but it's done enough for other people to look at it, which is a wonderfully warm and fuzzy feeling.* I can honestly say that I am happy with the whole thing. It's an unusual feeling. My last two books, even when I began querying, there was something about each of them that I felt a little insecure about. But I don't feel that with this book at all. Maybe I've finally got a winner.
Or maybe it's the sleep deprivation.
Speaking of which, I actually think my head might fall off from lack of sleep. She Who Refuses to Sleep Like a Normal Human has been in rare form this last week. And to make it worse, I'm so tired when I'm up in the middle of the night with her that, to stay awake, I subject myself to reality TV on Bravo. I'm pretty sure Most Eligible Dallas is made completely of evil. I don't think I've ever wanted to punch so many people at once (including myself).
But I'm hoping that the sleep deprivation has actually worked in my favor and helped me write a book that will make some agent's heart go pitter patter. If it has, I might be in trouble. What if I produce my best work when I'm part-zombie?
That would kinda suck.
*I'm still looking for another beta reader, so if anyone is interested, let me know! The book is YA with a paranormal theme, a little on the off-beat, quirky side (think Heathers meets Dead Like Me) and it's coming in right around 55K words, so it should be a quick read.